This is a heartbreaking story from an Australian mom, Rajni Sharma, who pieced together and traced the timeline of her young daughter’s death to her 18 month old measles, mumps, and rubella (MMR) vaccination. Ranji shares her painful experience and her only child’s tragic story. She hopes the life of her baby girl will help someone out there make an informed decision.

Rajni: My beautiful daughter lived every day of her little life to the fullest before she got her 18 month old MMR vaccine. Alina “Ali” was born on May 12, 2016, full term, healthy, and a happy little bundle of love and life. Ali was my dream come true. With her I learned the love of a child, love that has no boundary or condition — pure selfless love. She was very loving, caring, and a funny little girl. Ali had an amazing sense of humor and would love to play this game of pretending to want to give you a cuddle. As soon as you go to give her a cuddle, Ali would turn away and burst out in a giggle.

Ali also went to daycare when she was only five months old and never cried while at daycare. She just loved meeting people. She had a great sense of security, knew she was loved, and enjoyed just being surrounded by loved ones. Ali also knew when it was time for her to come back home from daycare. As soon as she used to see Patrick, her dad, at the doorstep of the daycare, she would jump into his arms and not look back. She knew it was time to have playtime with daddy. She also knew when it was time for sleeping, eating, bathing, dressing up, photos, massage, and it was all about mummy. Ali loved playing drums in her bath and enjoyed getting me all wet by splashing water all over me. It was lot of fun for both of us.

Ali having her “babychino.” She loved the idea of copying me having my coffee.

Life was good! I was living my dream and this was the last time Ali was truly happy. Then the time came for her 18 month old MMR vaccine.

After that day when Ali received her MMR vaccine, she started sleeping a lot, stopped playing, lost all interest in food. I noticed the change straight away and so did the daycare. They sent me the message checking if Ali had been okay because she had been sleeping a lot and looked extremely tired. Being a first time mom, I said she could be teething. So naive! I never thought she was having a reaction from the vaccine. A week after the vaccine, we went to a friend’s baby shower party and Ali was not herself. Everyone asked if Ali was okay. She refused to eat anything and didn’t play with anyone. She stayed with me throughout the party. When we got back home, I changed her clothes, and made her a bottle. She refused the bottle, and the next minute I saw her face stiffen to the left and her jaw was clamping. We didn’t know what was happening to her, but we called the ambulance, and she was rushed to the hospital.

Paramedics had never seen this kind of seizure before and they just didn’t know what to do. It took us 55 minutes to get to the hospital and Ali continued to seize throughout the entire journey to the hospital. When we reached the hospital, she was given Midozalam intravenously and then she finally stopped seizing after an hour. I was shaken and broken, but still unaware if that was any adverse reaction to the vaccine because I was often told that “vaccines don’t kill babies.”

Two days later, Ali again seized, same repetition of events, but this time we were moved to Randwick Children’s Hospital for an MRI (Magnetic Resonance Imaging). Her MRI was all clear, no tumor, no scar, no lump. I was told by the Neurologist, “Don’t worry about your daughter. She will be fine – her MRI looks good. She is the most well of all the babies on the ward and she will not die.” They diagnosed Ali with epilepsy because she already had more than two seizures. The neurologists were unable to determine the cause for her seizures since she had no fever, or any other sickness. Ali was just a healthy girl.

They asked if Ali’s vaccines were up-to-date, and I replied, “Yes, she had her 18 month MMR last week…” I stopped for awhile and asked the doctor again, “Do you think the vaccine caused my baby’s seizures?” And they said, “Oh no, that’s not possible.” I still believed the doctor because why would a doctor lie? He is not my baby’s enemy.

We went back home and were given Keppra to treat Ali’s epilepsy. Within a week, Ali had her third seizure, and that was the last day of Ali at home. Ali never returned home after that day. It was Nov 25, 2017. After that, Ali was induced in a coma after 14 hours of non-stop seizing. She woke up after five days, patted my back, and I knew Ali was back and remembered me. We stayed in the Neuro Ward as the cause was still not determined for her refractory epilepsy. (The Neuro Ward is for patients with neurological disorders, but more for care and constant observation.) Ali was tested genetically twice for mitochondrial disorders, an epilepsy panel, and any other test they could possibly run to find the cause for her prognosis. All the tests came back negative. By this time, I was certain that Ali was vaccine-injured.

With every seizure, we lost part of Ali. She lost her memory. She lost all her words, her games, and she also lost fine motor skills in her left hand. Ali’s memory loss was to the extent she forgot me and Patrick. I screamed and shouted, “Why is no one listening to me about vaccines?” And I was made to shut up because “vaccines don’t kill babies.” It could be anything else, but vaccines.

On January 12, 2018,  Ali called me “Maa” again and by that time she started to remember a few words again. She waved at someone at the hospital and said “hello” after three months. I was so happy that she was getting better and we will soon be going home. Still scared, but was hopeful. By noon, Ali started to seize again and that was the end of her little life. She seized through the rest of the January, February, and until March 26th 2018, the day she died. Ali died in my arms in a fairy garden at the hospital. I held a very cold stiff body of my baby — instead of a warm, soft, wriggly baby.

But no one dared to call it or admit that the MMR Vaccine killed my baby. Instead, I was given a two-page letter a week before her death, “That after intensive research and exome testing, we have come to the conclusion that your baby has a very rare mitochondrial disorder CARS2.” We were told that my husband and I are recessive carriers of that very rare genetic mutation and we passed on our recessive genes to our daughter.

What are the chances of my husband and I have same recessive gene? Me and my husband are not related and not even of the same ethnicity or same country. I am Indian by birth and he is English. People who mostly marry distant cousins have a good chance of passing the same recessive gene because of obvious reasons. These same genes run in families. I am quite suspicious of their final diagnosis as it indicates most likely the gene is the cause, but they are not even 100% sure. They have pulled the genetic card, planted a seed, and also have not taken the full responsibility of the diagnosis.

They suggested that CARS2 gene is most likely the cause of her condition. What’s very important to note is that kids with mitochondrial disorders show elevated levels of lactate, but Ali had not shown any signs of elevated lactate. So I don’t believe that Ali even had a mitochondrial disorder.

Turns out no one in my family or my husband’s family have any rare genetic condition except for cystic fibrosis on my husband’s side. However, Ali was not affected or a carrier of cystic fibrosis. I struggle to understand that the hospital calls every patient that they could not find an answer for has a rare genetic condition.

Even if I subscribe to the genetic angle, we were told that the mitochondrial dysfunction/disorder is actually rare. If the vaccine only triggered her condition, then why don’t they include mitochondrial disorders or gene mutations in the clinical trials and studies? What I learned from Ali’s admission to the hospital is that mitochondrial disorders are actually not that rare. I met a lot of parents at the hospital who have been given this “rare” mitochondrial card. If this is SO rare, why are there SO many kids with rare mitochondrial disorders?

You wouldn’t give peanuts to a newborn because they could be allergic to peanuts, it’s common sense isn’t it? But that’s not the case for vaccines. The same vaccines are prescribed to all children. Lots are dying of Sudden Infant Death Syndrome (SIDS), some are living life with seizures, autoimmune disorders, autism, and other health issues. I connected the dots with what I saw with my baby. I am a mother and I knew my baby. I knew my baby more than anyone else.

Q&A with Rajni:

Q: Do the doctors and has your doctor in Australia ever explained informed consent and provided you with the full risks/benefits of the vaccines? Did they give you a package insert and explain the side effects, including seizures and death?

Rajni: Not at all. They only tell you your child might have slight fever, which is a very common reaction to any vaccines.

Q: Was an autopsy performed on Ali?

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Healthy Infant Dies In Sleep After Vaccines Yet His Death Is Ruled “SIDS” 

<This video shows us a bright, bubbly, healthy five month old little boy named Charlie along with his mom, Jessica Waters, just days before he passed away [you must be a member of the Stop Mandatory Vaccination Facebook group to see the video]. Charlie had his newborn vaccines, received vaccinations again at two months old, and another round of injections at four months. Unexpectedly, he died within weeks of his last vaccines. Jessica is a first-time mom who is heartbroken and mourning her baby; the shock and pain she felt when she lost her infant to vaccines is immeasurable and unimaginable. Jessica’s story is one of the many heart-aching stories we have featured from parents who have deeply suffered from losing their child after vaccination.

Coincidence, again? When does a coincidence become recognized as an obvious pattern?

VIDEO CHARLIE DAYS BEFORE HIS DEATH

Jessica: I lost my son, Charlie, January 25th, 2018 and they said it was because of Sudden Infant Death Syndrome (SIDS). I haven’t done a lot of research, but I have seen SIDS is linked to vaccines. My son was PERFECTLY healthy. He was just fine and then boom, he was gone. He was two days shy of 5 months old when he died and had just received some of his vaccines, but not all of them because I didn’t allow that. I was doing my research, but that didn’t go far because I didn’t fully understand everything I read. He didn’t have any problems at all at the time which is why it’s such a shock.

Jessica Shares Her Story
My son Charlie was born August 27th 2017. He had to stay in the Neonatal Intensive Care Unit (NICU) for a few days because his breathing was a little off and I know he had the newborn shots, whatever that consisted of. He received the Hepatitis B vaccine for sure. His breathing eventually got better after a few days and when he would drink a bottle it was kind of fast paced, but he managed the breathing fine. His breathing was an issue at first, but after he came out of NICU, he was fine. I believe he also got shots at his 2-month old visit and Hepatitis B was one of them and DTaP. I had only allowed a few shots and not all of them because my mom went with me to the doctor’s visit. My mom used to be ok with the vaccines, but when I had Charlie she was completely against them all. My mom shared I had received my vaccinations and she had them as well, but they were different from when I was a kid. There’s a lot more vaccinations now on the Center for Disease Control’s (CDCs) recommended childhood vaccination schedule when my son had received his shots than from when we both had them many years ago.

Besides the breathing issues, things went fine. However, roughly a month or so after, my son had some more shots again before he died at five months old. I’m not too familiar with what he received being I’m new to all of this. I hated him getting shots because I hated when he would cry and be upset afterwards.

January 25th came around and the night before I had cleaned the house completely. That day on the 25th, I was exhausted from staying up until 4-5 a.m. in the morning cleaning and taking care of Charlie. And that morning he was fine, he had a bottle, and my sister played with him. When he came back to me, I played with him for a few minutes and laid him down cradled in my arm. He fell asleep and I fell asleep right after. Well, we fell asleep about 12 p.m. (lunch time) and he ALWAYS, ALWAYS, ALWAYS, wakes me up every three hours. 4 o’clock p.m. came around and I woke up, and already was wary as it was an hour past his wake-up time. I said his name — he didn’t respond. I picked him up and shook him a little and nothing. It gets kind of blurry here, but I started to freak out and ran to the living room.

My little sister followed from running into my room and she realized what happened. I was frozen. Immediately my younger sister called 911 and my older sister started taking control of the situation. She talked to the lady at the police station who walked us through Cardiopulmonary resuscitation (CPR). But I had noticed after trying the mouth to mouth resuscitation, he had just a little bit of blood dripping from his nose. As soon as the ambulance and the cops arrived, they pretty much pronounced him dead that I am aware of. I didn’t really see them try to do anything to help bring him back. They had said that he was already gone and they had said he was cold, but he wasn’t cold to me. Charlie’s death was declared at 5:25 p.m. on January 25th.

Charlie’s case was referred to a medical examiner. They called his death as SIDS and his death “could not be determined.” No one even explained the autopsy report findings to his mother Jessica. She shared, “I had given him Benadryl and he had a little of that in his blood.” The autopsy also indicated mild-moderate pneumonia. Jessica continues, “as to why the pneumonia was found is a straight shock.”

Breathing and respiratory problems in newborns do occur after vaccines are administered. There is risk that is often overshadowed by the perceived “benefit” of infant vaccines. While infant respiratory issues may or may not be a common occurrence in a healthy newborn, they are a critical vaccine side effect to be watchful of. The severity of reactions needs to be monitored and cautiously navigated. Severe adverse vaccine reactions in infants include breathing problems, wheezing, hives, weakness, fainting, dizziness, and irregular heartbeats. Pro-vaccination health websites, the World Health Organization (WHO), and the CDC often strategically minimize and underestimate the dangers, adverse reactions, and symptoms post vaccination.

SIDS is often mis-categorized as “Vaccine Infant Death Syndrome” (VIDS) and extensive autopsy toxicology tests are not performed. The timing of the infant deaths considering the aggressive vaccination schedule at 2, 4, and 6 months old, is more than coincidence, random statistics, aberrant genetics, and bad luck. An article from August 2017, courtesy of Health Freedom Idaho, “Court Rules Vaccines Contribute to and Cause SIDS,” explores this connection further. Injury and deaths post vaccination are not rare “one in a million” incidents as the propaganda parrots regurgitate, push, and sell their “how very safe and effective” claims to the misinformed public. There is even a guide available for parents on what to do if your child dies after vaccines and autopsy medical test recommendations! A previous infant death story after vaccines we covered addressed SIDS in more detail and includes more resources and statistics.

Charlie’s death is another atrocious tragedy that could have been averted had his medical providers had his best interest and health in mind. Doctors and medical professionals need to do a much better job at informing their patients, parents, and families, about the dangers and full risks of vaccines, especially for infants with developing immune systems. Jessica shared, “I never got anything about vaccines. Nothing. At all. Never got anything on the risks or the side effects.” She was not given any Vaccine Information Sheet (VIS) and certainly no vaccine product package insert that included the full risks, benefits, contraindications and precautions of who should not receive the vaccines, the spectrum of dangers, including death, the ingredients, or the specific information about the clinical trials.

The lack of knowledge offered to patients about the full risks, side effects, contraindications, and dangers by the medical community is astounding. Had the NICU nurses and doctors warned Jessica that her son’s breathing condition may have been caused by or linked to his vaccines and instructed her to halt future rounds of vaccines, until it was determined what actually caused his issues, perhaps Charlie would still be alive? What if Jessica was provided the proper immunity and health information for her to make an educated and informed choice regarding vaccines? Maybe then Jessica would not be mourning and missing her precious sweet boy.

Jessica: It’s been terrible and shitty without him. I miss him so much. He was my everything. I don’t get how my son could just be taken like that. I honestly didn’t want to live after he left this terrible horrible shitty earth. I didn’t see how people can live and be ok or fine after losing such a precious life. Yeah being woken up every couple of hours is sooooo much “fun” with an infant. But if I could go back and change it, I would have stayed up 24/7 and forgotten about sleep.

Jessica’s advice to parents: I would definitely tell other parents to have some kind of baby monitor to monitor the baby while sleeping. It would help someone to have some kind of reassurance for their baby.